If you have been here before then you know I have spoken about my depression in the past. It has gotten to a point to where it is hard to block out the suicidal thoughts and downright hopelessness that goes through my mind. During this time, I am now taking antidepressants and they've been doing well. I'm starting to feel like my old self again, which is wonderful. That's where I've been lately. I hope all of you have been doing well.